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      orn-i-tho-lo-gie is a compilation of songs inspired by and about birds.  It was produced for a fundraiser concert for Great Salt Lake Audubon, first presented 11-11-11 at Holladay United Church of Christ.  It was a lovely concert, featuring the talents of Kate MacLeod, Peter and Mary Danzig, and Mike Bolz.
      In the audience that evening was a descendant of Emily Dickinson, who was delighted to hear Hope is the Thing with Feathers set to music.  An unexpected surprise.
      I was so tickled to bring these songs to a public who is also inspired by our feathered friends.  Thanks to GLSA and its devoted team of volunteers, especially the event planning committee, Bruce for his capable and friendly emceeing, Kate, Peter, Mary, and Mike for giving the musical arrangements wings, and to John and Winston for their support on sound.
      Following are the lyrics to the songs on the CD.

      Hope is the Thing with Feathers
      (poem by Emily Dickinson, music by Jen Hajj)
      Hope is the thing with feathers
      That perches in the soul
      And sings the tune without the words
      And never stops at all
      And sweetest in the gale is heard
      And sore must be the storm
      That would abash that little bird
      That kept so many warm
      I've heard it in the chilliest land
      And on the strangest sea
      Yet never in extremity
      It asked a crumb of me.
      I've always loved this poem, ever since the first time I read it.  I remember where I was.   I was working at a zoo for birds, a job I had taken as a willful rebellion against Corporate America.  "See, you terrible, greedy monsters!  I can work for next to nothing, and I can enjoy it, too!"  In this poem, Dickinson really captured the spirit of hope, with what I think of as a perfect description of birds.  They bring us so much, they sing in the strangest of places, and they ask nothing of us.  I opened the piece with a recording of real bird song, what is sometimes called the "morning chorus." Why do birds wake up singing?  Because they can.

      Raven
      (words and music by Jen Hajj)
      Oh Raven, what you done
      I long to see you but you're gone
      The wind has wrapped you in its wings
      And taken you to finer things
      Taken you away.
      Oh Raven, where you gone
      I long to hear you greet the morn
      The raucous cadence of your song
      Commands the hillsides loud and strong
      But you've gone away
      Oh Raven, I still yearn
      Shall I wait for your return
      Or should I see another one
      To warm my side when day is done
      Since you've gone away
      A song about loneliness, and how we sometimes choose partners for the wrong reasons.
      Hawk, You are My Brother
      (words and music by Jen Hajj, inspired by Hawk, I'm Your Brother, by Byrd Baylor, a children's book.  Used with permission.)
      Hawk, You are my Brother
      Hawk, You are my Brother
      I dream of flying
      Wrapped up in the wind
      I'm not like a sparrow,
      I'm not like a cactus wren
      I wanna be like you
      I wanna be in your world
      It's my only wish to rise up to the sun on powerful wings
      It's my only wish and I won't give it up for something easier
      I wanna fly with you. 
      Fly away with you.
      Over your world.
      Hawk, You are my Brother
      Hawk, You are my Brother
      When do I learn to fly
      I need to fly
      I know somebody ought to
      Somebody like me
      Why am I stuck down here
      I wanna be in your world
      If I stole you and I made you stay, would you forgive me in time
      If I fed you, tied a string to your leg, would you show me to fly
      And let me fly with you
      Fly away with you
      Over your world.
      But you know it's not right, you're meant to be free
      You scream to your brothers high in the canyon
      It's the same every day, you yearn for the wind, not the sand
      You wanna fly with them
      Fly away with them
      Out of my world.
      Hawk you are my Brother
      Hawk you are my Brother
      Someday we'll fly together
      Aren't you happy with me?
      I know what it is to want to fly
      I have that dream too
      I cannot hold you.
      One of us might as well fly
      So I climb the red rocks and untie the string and I let you go
      As you rise to the sun on your powerful wings
      In my mind, I'm flying too.
      And now I fly with you
      Fly away with you
      Over our world
      Hawk, you are my brother.
      I first found the book, Hawk, I'm Your Brother, by Byrd Baylor, at my workplace.  I discounted it, mostly because I wasn't drawn in by the illustrations (I've come to appreciate them now).  When I finally read it, I was moved to tears by the story of the boy who, wanting to fly, steals a hawk from a nest and learns valuable life lessons.
      Sometimes I Feel
      (traditional, additional words by Jen Hajj)
      Sometimes I feel like a moanin dove
      Hang my head and cry
      Sometimes I feel like an eagle in the air
      Spread my wings and fly
      Sometimes I feel like a bird
      I wanna fly
      Pretty little thing
      I wanna spread my wings and touch the sky
      I wanna sing
      Sometimes I feel like singing
      Sometimes I feel like a mocking bird
      No song of my own
      Sometimes I feel like I got no home
      Like a bird that's flown
      I learned "Sometimes I Feel Like A Motherless Child" in choir back in High School, and have always loved this traditional Negro Spiritual.  I loved the bird images in the song, but felt the theme was not carried through completely.  I've added my own flavor to the song.
      The Eagles of the Old Iron Mine
      (words and music by Jen Hajj.  Additional words by Mike Bolz)
      In the corner of the Utah desert a pair of eagles fly
      Making lazy circles in the sky
      Their presence almost holy brings a teardrop to my eye
      Just to see the golden eagles of the old iron mine
      I come to watch them touch the sky
      Heal my heart and lift my eyes
      And carry all my prayers into heaven
      The summer of 07 started as a banner year
      The drought gave way to hillsides lush and green
      Three eggs hatched into eagles, their full size approaching near
      A gift of nature seldom ever seen
      But days before their maiden flight
      Trouble came their way
      In the form of a stranger cruel and unkind
      No one knows who did it
      And no one can tell us why
      Someone shot and killed the eaglets of the old iron mine
      Their wings will never touch the sky
      Heal our hearts and lift our eyes
      And carry all our prayers into heaven
      When I came back to check on them I found two eaglets shot
      The third one disappeared without a sign
      it took an hour of searching to reveal his hiding spot
      We found him broken, but alive in the old iron mine
      To the one who killed those eaglets:
      You know who you are
      I hope you hear the message of my song
      They're not just birds, they're something more
      They're messengers of God
      I hope someday you'll recognize that what you did was wrong.
      Their wings will never touch the skies
      Heal our hearts and lift our eyes
      And carry all our prayers into heaven
      And carry all our prayers into heaven.
      After suffering such cruelty, the third eaglet was reborn
      His wounds were healed with tender care and time
      As he was returned to freedom on a cold September morn
      He made a lazy circle over the old iron mine.
      Skinny Buddha
      (words and music by Jen Hajj)
      Skinny Buddha is reclining by the fountain
      Serenity is on his face
      And we are dining in the shadow of the mountain
      Struggling to find our place
      The berries are sweet and the coffee is bitter
      And the sparrows are brazenly unwary
      And Skinny Buddha he just sits there smiling
      Like the cat who swallowed the canary.
      For my paper and my pen
      For all the women and men
      I am thankful for each blessing
      As it was in the beginning
      Is now and ever shall be
      World without end
      Amen amen amen
      Skinny Buddha's got a sneaky little grin
      He knows the secret of living
      He is watching us and the birds and the water
      Taking in the gifts that we are giving
      For my paper and my pen
      For all the women and men
      I am thankful for each blessing
      As it was in the beginning
      Is now and ever shall be
      World without end
      Amen amen amen
      Skinny Buddha's grown large on all the blessings
      Big fat smile is on his face
      He has found himself the secret of living
      Stumbled upon some sort of grace
      And it's amazing that saving grace
      For my paper and my pen
      For all the women and men
      I am thankful for each blessing
      As it was in the beginning
      Is now and ever shall be
      World without end
      Amen amen amen

      Inspired by a setting in Moab, Utah.  The Eklecticafe.  Check it out.  After taking a songwriting class with Tom Prasada-Rao, I had a relaxing lunch there.  He told us to pay closer attention to place, and I was dutifully taking notes about my surroundings.  The Reclining Buddha statue by the koi pond, a lovely lunch of hot coffee and a berry scone, and the brazen sparrow that jumped right onto my plate with a demanding air.  Ok, so not all of them ask not a crumb of me.
      "Eagles of the Old Iron Mine" comes from two true stories, sadly enough.  In 2007, raptor rehabilitator Martin Tyner brought the world's attention to a nest in Iron County that failed because of human persecution.  In that same summer, six miners and three rescuers were killed in a disaster at the Crandall Canyon Mine.  Tyner released a golden eagle at the memorial service.  These events, though unrelated, will always be tied together for me.  The chorus of the song comes from a quote from a television interview with Tyner, about the Native American view of golden eagles as messengers to the Heavens.
      Ave the Bird
      (words and music by Kate MacLeod, arr. Hajj)
      Ave the Bird is cruising the blue
      The sound of a wing is heard only by a few
      Even as the sight
      Is a graceful ascension
      Perfect is the bird
      And clear is her intention

      Ave the bird says a lot without a word
      Hail the creatures that uplift our troubled world
      The romance of flight
      Has inspired our own invention
      Soaring is desired and divine
      Flight of thought is ancient and refined

      Ave the bird casts a shadow on the ground
      So swiftly it moves around
      Like something from a dream
      It invites interpretation
      Not to hurry for the coming days
      And to always be amazed.

      Thanks to Kate MacLeod for the honor of recording this beautiful song.  Her original arrangement was for ukulele.  Her reference recording of the song is beautiful: you can hear her pet finches meep meep meeping in the background.  So appropriate.  My ukulele skills aren't the best, so I arranged it for piano.  My friend Mike Bolz provided the jazzy flute.  You should see this flute he plays.  it is made of bamboo, and it is old and cracked.  It is literally held together with pipe clamps.
      The Silver Swan
      (Orlando Gibbons)
      The Silver Swan
      Who living hath no note
      When Death approached
      Unlocked her silent throat
      Leaning her breast
      Against the reedy shore
      Thus sang her first and last
      And sang no more
      Farewell all joys
      O Death come close mine eyes
      More geese than swans now live
      More fools than wise.
      An old madrigal, which I sang when I was in college.  I love early music and could not resist including this on the album.  There are other bird songs in this literature, I think I'll save them for orn-i-tho-lo-gie ii.
      Oh, there's a hidden bonus track on the physical CD (if you download, it is not included)...track 9 is Raptor Bird, my "award winning" song.  Peter and Mary Danzig join in to make it super fun.  
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